| Don't Panic |
[09 Aug 2008|07:38pm] |
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so its come to this has it?
'So long and thanks for all the fish
So sad that it should come to this
We tried to warn you all but oh dear?
You may not share our intellect
Which might explain your disrespect
For all the natural wonders that
grow around you
So long, so long and thanks
for all the fish
The world's about to be destroyed
There's no point getting all annoyed
Lie back and let the planet dissolve
Despite those nets of tuna fleets
We thought that most of you were sweet
Especially tiny tots and your
pregnant women
So long, so long, so long, so long, so long
So long, so long, so long, so long, so long
So long, so long and thanks
for all the fish
(yeah)
So long and thanks for all the fish
So sad that it should come to this
We tried to warn you all but oh dear?
(oh dear)
Despite those nets of tuna fleets
We thought that most of you were sweet
Especially tiny tots and your
pregnant women
So long, so long, so long, so long, so long
So long, so long, so long, so long, so long
So long, so long and thanks
for all the fish'
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(Destroy All Monsters!)
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| Believed to be Suffering |
[19 Jul 2008|04:00am] |
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Fiona Apple: Shadowboxer |
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funny how a few drinks can simplify things. i'm quick to say 'i love you' or 'i hate you'. i shouldn't be allowed to have my cell phone with me while i've got the spirits in me. seems to give me courage i've been lacking. so if one night you get a very odd text or voice mail from me i apologize in advance.
its after four in the morning and i'm here at moms. the more things change the more they stay the same eh? what i don't get is all the birds singing at this hour. i don't remember them being this active, or any birds at all at this hour. strange.
honestly i can't remember the last time i slept in my own bed. weeks i assume. i did go home the other day to check the mail, get a change of cloths. i know what i'm doing. i'm putting off going back. in a month or so i will have to look for a job and i will have to live there. alone. so why not enjoy this time while i have it, even if it makes going back worse.
i feel nothing right now. feels fine. lately i have felt apathy creeping into my brain, a general lack of interest in just about everything. mostly. maybe i've just became numb to everything. what a mess i am. just a jumbled set of memories and dreams. everything i think and feel seems to change daily. i contradict myself.
perhaps i lost something along the way...
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(8 Monsters | Destroy All Monsters!)
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| The Horrible Fanfare |
[10 Jun 2007|02:32pm] |
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She Wants Revenge: Tear You Apart |
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'i am so fuking awe77me' - Shannons text message
yesterday Pimp and i went to the comic store and ended up watching Family Guy till around 7:30 or so. from his house we went to Mickey's for the party and i drank till at least 12. normally i'll drink, passout somewhere for an hour or two, get back up to drink some more and end up talking about Star Trek. last night, however, was different. i drank half a bottle of Jägermeister, two cups of Jager Bombs, half a bottle of Vodka and finished off the night with some Tequila. i crashed for about five mins but was back and on my feet and didn't even talk about Star Trek at all. quite proud of myself.
there was something i wanted to take care of last night. things didn't go the way i wanted them to, but do they ever? now i have to carry around this giant question mark in my brain at least until tomorrow. prolly longer. i was never good at this sort of thing in high school, i'm completely clueless.
its really suprising though, the people you wouldn't think you have anything in common with are usually the ones you have the most in common with. even if things don't work out the way i'd like, in the end i've met someone who will no doubt be there for me and in return i'll be there for her. its nice to just have someone you can trust and talk to. especially when trust is something fading fast.
'you like me? no girls like me!'
( Tear You Apart )
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(Destroy All Monsters!)
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| Listening Heart |
[19 May 2007|11:45pm] |
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the Killers: Under the Gun |
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playing Supervisor tonight. sitting in the big chair, telling people to auto in, answering questions and taking sup calls. feels good, i could get use to this.
Starcraft II is in development. hell yes, its about time. i remember me and Nathan use to play the hell out of that game. just watching the preview makes me want to get out the old 64 and start playing the original game again.
i've got that feeling again, the feeling something isn't right. that i'm not being told the truth about something. i hope its not what i think it is.
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(1 Monster | Destroy All Monsters!)
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[05 Jan 2007|05:37pm] |
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 sick |
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i don't know whats worse, the fact that you're leaving or the fact that while you're still here...its like living with a ghost.
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(2 Monsters | Destroy All Monsters!)
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| The cold-hearted boy I used to be |
[02 Jan 2007|12:11pm] |
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ten mins till doom, or at least until my time at the library runs out. i've been sitting here with this window open for an hour and haven't been able to put anything into words.
things were pretty crazy sunday night. a little too crazy. i remember most of what happened, but not all. i kept waking up in different places. its times like those that i want to quit drinking completely, but for some reason i keep going back. kind of reminds me of a few years ago. things were bad then. i think they're worse now.
everything seems to be changing. i feel myself going in different directions. if i'm not careful, i know where i'm goign to end up. Courtney got promoted at work and until her car is fixed i'm going to be lacking in the sleep dept. its alright, i think i'm going to buy her dad's car. i call it Goldeneye.
who knows how things will turn out. i certainly don't and i'm not sure what to expect from one min to the next.
'dance into the fire to fatal sounds of broken dreams'
'you only live twice or so it seems This dream is for you So pay the price Make one dream come true You only live twice'
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(2 Monsters | Destroy All Monsters!)
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| The Rainbow Trail |
[24 Sep 2005|11:20pm] |
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The Beatles: Within You Without You |
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We were talking-about the space between us all
And the people-who hide themselves behind a wall of illusion
Never glimpse the truth-then it's far too late-when they pass away.
We were talking-about the love we all could share-when we find it
To try our best to hold it there-with our love
With our love-we could save the world-if they only knew.
Try to realise it's all within yourself
No-one else can make you change
And to see you're really only very small,
And life flows within you and without you.
We were talking-about the love that's gone so cold and the people,
Who gain the world and lose their soul-
They don't know-they can't see-are you one of them?
When you've seen beyond yourself-then you may find, peace of mind,
Is waiting there-
And the time will come when you see
we're all one, and life flows on within you and without you.
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